Letters to Amaris Part 4

[K-Blao]

Where are you?

Wait.

 

I know the answer to that but it still doesn't change the fact that you are not here.

 

This sucks.

 

It's miserable outside.

 

I'm miserable inside.

 

Our future is getting brighter.

 

But I'm getting darker inside everday.

 

I can't get you out of my mind.

 

I can hear your voice.

 

I can feel your presence.

 

It's like you're here with me..asleep..as I type away.

 

But as soon as I stop dreaming, all I hear is the wind blow, the computer humming, and the faucet drip.

 

I can't get you out of my head.

 

I feel us getting stronger..but I still miss you.

 

I miss dancing to the beat of life with you.

 

It's a good dream.

 

I don't want it to end.

 

I know I have to turn off the computer and pull the blanket over my head.

 

But I don't want to stop dreaming.

 

I want to stay awake.

 

And keep dreaming.

 

About you.

 

 

I nub noo.