how can u say u love me when u don't even love ya self

save ur petty hugs for these good byez ya slug

you'z a leeche trying 2 compete

with a queen who u obviously hasn't seen 

what's beneath my skin when i allowed u in

ungrateful being never unseen 

u travel on ya belly ur tongue is split like yo mind 

and yo ass just ran outta time 

not dissin 

just expressin my lessin 

When was the last time U held self when crying ? Self cleansing can be real deep if you allow it .

 Tonight my mind feels like running deeper than a submarine in an ocean . Ever since I was a child I loved to count anything and every thing . Now that I am in my late 30's I see numbers more and more different now . Like for the numbers 666 people say it is the devil but I see good in it now . 6x3=18 and 1+8=9 which is ether 9 femiNINE ... so how could this belong to some who is wicked? I am into numerology a little bit . My number is 5 and when I started to think about it that fits me. My…

Spring break is over ... my children went back 2 school this morning . Woke up feeling some type of way . May be I am learning to much about the matrix . I don't know . what I do know is that I can't wait to start home schooling my children again . Just thinking how many teachers just show up for a pay check and health insurance feeding off our children as a meal ticket. It shows how these teachers are caught sleeping with our children and this has been going on since the beginning of time.…

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I need to speak to my ladies for a minute . My Queens ,, are we polluting our wombs with non sense as food and unneeded sex from different sex partners or even a partner that is negative ? See I dated before and even have different dads for my children , Not inner standing that I was damaging my temple . Not because I wanted a family of my own but because I wasn't taught or prepared as a young woman to venture off and experience with no proper tools to get what I thought I was yearning for .…

The Mad Hatter Avatar

1.  The concept of being "stuck in a timeless loop", but not being aware of it.  Not being aware of change and how concepts, information, and cultural phenomenons can become obsolete.  This can also known as "The Chronic". 

2.  The fourth dimension is considered time and space.  From a telescope's point of view, if it were recording your…

When the Ego get in the way..........

want to read books with you in one of the biggest oldest historical libraries while sipping on exotic cashmere tea ,,, 2B in tune with rhythm and rhyme u are my time and space

I say that I love you

Then leave you again

Why must I play this love game

Where I never win

I thought when I met you

I could handle it all

Never thought for a second

How quick and hard I'd fall

Loving you threw thick and thin

Couldn't be so bad

Never paying any attention

To your eye's looking sad

Eventually came to realize

You was loving more than me

Was to deep in love

Living dangerous…

You promised me true friendship

when we first met

Never knowin the future w/you

was lies & unfaithfulness

is what you really meant

Still wondering what the fuck

did I get myself into

Dealing w/you turned me out

to be some kind of damned fool

You ain't never been true

and never had intentions to change

All I wanted was salvation

but you won't even meet me 1/2…

I can no longer allow my Spirit 2 sit in this box that I was born into

I am tapped Spiritually with my Ancestors

I can feel their agony/tears/sweat/blood

I do not look like U or think like U or believe like U

How can U be right and I am wrong

I do not eat like U, dress like U, smile like U or walk like U

so why would I accept to worship/pray like U

Ur god is not my…

When we going to wake up people!?

Was once said got money for wars but can't feed da poor

Troops keep invading other countries

Just to say they've scored

Does it really matter if the Messiah is white or black?

Still won't keep your neighbor off your wife's back!

People want to act holier than thou..which art in heaven

Kids being molested like it's a 7 eleven!

A Revolutionary is coming

Grateful for the true beginning

For my…

Look into my eyes

and tell me what you see...

Am I more to you then

just a natural Black Beauty Queen?

Look into my eyes

and tell me what you see...

A lost nation unfolding

before a Native Creation

Look into my eyes

and tell me what you see...

Am I more to the naked eye?

Or do you see an evolving

African Nubian being?

Look into my eyes

and tell me what you…

when I'm on some bull shit I attract bull shit ass mfkers and when I'm on some higher frequency mind blowing stuff I attract those kinda too ,,, it's so true what every frequency we are vibing on we pull others towards us with the same vibrations so better check ya self B4 u wreck self

if i can't learn from u than i can't f's wit u 

and if u can't learn from me then how da hell we pals??

agents getting thrown off my back bone 

in fact dats wus up , on this horizontal plant formation with 

gratitude and gratification 

not subtracting from da equation 

cause even a neg can be turned in2 a postive ,, no doubt <3

Mamas leaving just to kick it.Leaf smoke lace the rooms,roaches lace the food.…

Smith is cloak and dagger, gun scopes on cameras, smoke and mirrors, provoking when near ya, tempter and…